The Hell Hole

The moment you said no,
You asked to die.
You never cared how it would affect anyone else.
You did what you wanted.
Now the people that love you the most are watching you die.
You don't care,
You act like everything is fine.
Why don't you turn around and notice all the pain.

You sleep all day,
And hardly eat.
I wonder if you really care about anything at all.
I always wondered why you said no.
Maybe it was because you were selfish.
Or because you were depressed.
But I guess it doesn't matter.

One day you wont be the boss of yourself anymore.
Someone else is going to take over.
They are going to make your decisions for you,
And you are just going to have to deal with it.

When that day comes,
It will be better for everyone,
And everyone will live healthier lives.
Even you.
No matter how much time you have left.

Even though I don't understand,
And I am so angry,
I still want you to die happy,
And not in the place you call home.
Because I know that I don't call that home anymore.
I call it hell.