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TrustDoes it have a meaning anymore?
Can anyone just be honest anymore?

I'm not saying I'm innocent.
I have committed the crime.
But I don't lie like you did.
Or like you.

It's incredible how people,
Can just lie through their teeth.
Saying,
Oh I don't have time for you.
Or,
Not saying something,
That could be crucial to the future.

I would have rather you told me,
And saved me the pain.
I don't like hearing things from other people.
So now you've fucked up,
And I want nothing to do with you.

So have fun,
Fucking with every person you end up loving,
Or that ends up loving you.
Because most people wont put up,
With your bullsh

Little GirlYou saw me,
Broken under the tree.
I sat alone,
Trying to be my own person.
Trying to live without a crutch.
But I guess you looked through me,
And saw the broken little girl I am.

I wish you hadn't scooped me up.
I wish you hadn't started caring for me.
I wish I hadn't cared for you.

You saw me cry.
You didn't know how much baggage I carried.
What I had,
You could never deal with.
The baggage I carry,
Needs someone to be around all the time.

I've been neglected.
Ive been lied to.
Ive been left out on the street to fend for myself.
Ive been left to fight other peoples battles.

I just want to be my own person.
I want to no

Do not forgetDo not forget
Do not forget how we met.

Is it possible
To defy the impossible?

Is it possible
To deny you're responsible?

Then why did you choose
To go this way
If you knew from the beginning,
You'd cry and obey.
You'd listen as prey…

My heart wasn't broken yet.
Your promise wasn't to be kept!
Don't forget!

My guitar shall weep with you to the end of all!
I must shed tears through music, for now I know
That I cannot tell my story in words.
The pain I feel when I try to do so is unimaginable.

Don't ever forget my pain!
The nights we loved in vain…
The times we shed one aim.
Don't forget the pain!
Don't ever try

The QuietDo you see this body
With etched on lines framing my eyes
When I smile
Or frown
This extra luggage
Around my middle weighing me down
Pounds of flesh
Wide platypus feet
Gray that I try to hide
The windows of my soul are grimy
Teeth that are stained from too many cigarettes
And coffee
Hair that is chopped off short
So that I look like a boy
An eyebrow ring
Tattoos
See me
Not conforming
To a society that is starched white
With pleats
I am woman
I spit at injustice
Hear the voice that I speak
It comes from many years on this earth
I am more than this body
There is no truth to an unkind justice
Do not be blind

TemptedOne day,
The devil tried to tempt me.
Tempt me into something I didn't want.
I asked to not be hurt,
I asked to be left alone.
Instead the devil pushed himself on me.
He wanted me to become vulnerable.
He wanted to see me hurt.

But his overwhelming powers,
Were more then I could stand.
He temped me to join him,
In my very own hell.

He got under my skin,
Knowing things about me that most people don't.
He made me care,
When I shut my heart off to everyone.

One day he found someone better than I,
And he left me to be,
With my broken heart,
And with all of my secrets,
I had nothing left.

I came back up to the surface,
And ha

To Build A HopeThere is a place without joy. It is the end of everything. A hollowed tree filled with needles and lighters, nails and razor blades and cigarettes embedded in rotten lungs. A painting without edges, born of monsters and shards of might-have-beens. There is a place where a child used to play, a child that lasted for a billionth of a blink. There is a place and it is my mind.

There was a time when I did not sleep. When my feet drummed on spiked gravel from dawn till dawn. When the numbers on a counter dictated everything I consumed. When a bite of lettuce meant an extra 50 crunches. Food was life and life was food and life was not living. Livi

What is Love?

Love
It isn't the size of her breasts
Nor is it the way you dress
Love isn't your wealth
Or popularity
Love isn't the jerk
Love isn't sex

Love is patient
Love is kind
Love is when you'll be there for him
Love is when you'll stay by his side
Love is when you'll spend eternity with him
Love is when you'll die for him
Love is to love

We Will Never BeI met you on August 18th of 2008.
I remember how hot it was in the classroom
That day and how your eyes widened with confusion
As I sat down next to you.
I will never forget those eyes.

You loved Mondays and dreaded Fridays.
I thought you were crazy and you told
Me that the only reason was so you
Could see me in school.
I still thought you were crazy.

We would do our math assignments on the
Playground and talk about our lives.
We were so different, but you always
Insisted that we were absolutely perfect.
I wish I would have known how right you were.

--

I miss you so much that I can't sleep.
But I have to keep moving b

You AreYou are my highest thought
My air
You move me and touch me
With your passion
You never tire
My fire
I burn for you
You would quench me if you could
My water
I thirst for you
You would be branches for me to swing from
My tree
I see you
You would shine for me
My sun
I feel you
You are hot
For me
Always and forever
Until eternity
You will be there for me
And I think that I know what love is
Because of you
You are strong
Because I need you to be
My rock
That holds me
Keeps me from floating away
I should say thank you for being you
But you couldn't possibly be any other way

The Cuts That BeI sit down
After a long fight...
I look around...
Pause to think.

And it hits me...
"It's all my fault..."
And the while goes by
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

Rocking slowly,
I sum up what I've done...
"I shouldn't have said that...
Shouldn't have let it go that far..."

Eyes shut tight,
I try to remember
Where I left my knife...
I know what I'm going to do.

Revenge...
Payback against myself.
Leaving behind memories
So I will never forget.

As I walk to my room,
The only safe haven I have...
I know what I'm going to do.
I know what will happen next.

Knife in hand,
The cold steel
Pressed against my palm...
The blade read

Keep FightingKeep fighting,
And never let go.
Just hold on a little longer.

The time has come to prove what your worth.
It's time to show them how much you care.

Keep fighting,
For what you want,
You might just get it.

Keep fighting,
Even when you feel like giving up.

Never let go, never give up,
Just keep fighting.

It's time to take control,
It's time to make it right.

Come on we can do it,
Let's do this together,
And fight for what is right.

Keep fighting,
And never let go.
Just hold on a little longer.

Is It Really Worth It?Is it really worth it to bully some one?
To put someone down just so you can feel satisfaction,
To make someone feel so little of themselves.

Come on people,
You don't have to do that,
You don't have to beat someone up so you feel better.

Do you know that the words you say hurt?
Do you know that some people can't handle it?

You don't know that person,
You don't know what they are like.
It shouldn't matter what someone looks like on the outside,
Their personality is what matters the most
Because that shows who they are.

It is not worth it to bully.
It's not worth it at all.

If you don't like someone then that is your business,

FallingShe stands on the edge of the world, ready to tip.
What lies below is a mystery not only to her but everyone else.
Will it hurt to fall ? Will it hurt to lose her grip?

Maybe it's a dark abyss waiting for her to drop.
Maybe it's a never ending trip to Hell.
But a voice keeps telling her to stop.

A tear springs forth in her eye. She just wants to let go.
That voice keeps screaming at her to come back.
But she just wants to fall into the darkness that may lay below.

She wants to tip off the edge and plunge into a unknown reality.
But that voice keeps calling her back as it's physical there, holding her.
But she just wants to fall a

My FriendYour mountain seems insurmountable
My friend
There is a sign that says stop
When you want to go
You are feeling quite low
On the bottom of the chain
Where food can grow
But it is soiled
You lie awake with your sorrows
If only this or that would happen
Then you could be happy
But this or that may not be
What you really need
Go beyond
Be like a tree that changes with seasons
Climb each step one at a time
See reason
Make reality a wonder
Do not worry if you blunder
Messes are made
And you go on
You take life as it comes at you
You live it
And long for love
I see it in the horizon
All the colors of the rainbow

Do You Have Any Idea?Do you have any idea
What it's like to sit on the floor and cry?
To have tears of pain run down your face.
To feel so bad that it's hard to move.

Just wanting to die,
And end this pain.
Every piece of your heart
Falling to the ground.

Nothing matters anymore,
As you lie on the floor.
Nothing will ever be right,
For your world has become destroyed.

Every tearful thought crosses your mind,
As you lay completely broken.

Your world is upside down,
It has fallen apart.
So let the tears fall,
To help you get better,
And make your world a better place.

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And realized how much you've grown?
Have you ever looked back on something,
And still feel the same way you did then?
Even after years and years?

She feels lost,
Immature,
And sixteen again.
She wants to puke.
She wants to cry.
She wants to crack her skull open.

Those feelings she had for you,
They were so real.
They still affect her till today.

You said awful things.
You crushed her self-esteem.
You don't know how much you broke her.
You acted like her father,
And God knows that title is equivalent to the Devil.

She let you in,
She told you her secrets.
She thought you would unders

DiseasedYou used to know everything,
Hell,
You probably still think you do.
While killing yourself in that bed.
You think you're doing the right thing.
Well look at reality,
You're fucking everything up.
You'll miss all the good things in life.
I'm your only offspring,
And this is what you have done to me.

I went years without talking to you.
The person who I always went to for advice.
That person has disappeared,
In your disease.
So I sit here writing this poem,
Remembering the good things about you.
But they say you can't enjoy the good,
Without the bad.
Well it's the worse its ever been.

So I grew up on my own.
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The lightning was bright as ever,
And the thunder as loud as can be,
The wind was howling like never before.
This night was special however,
Because the little girl lying in bed,
Would soon be more scarred then she ever thought.

The yelling and screaming started at 9:17 at night.
Her mother and father were fighting again.
This was no surprise to her,
For she was used to this.
So she did what most children would do,
And walked to the stairs so she could watch.

She saw her mother and father screaming at each other,
Yelling obscenities to one another.
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Run Away

by ~LovingDestiny, Sep 15, 2012, 11:38:12 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

There have been so many times,
I have just wanted life to stop.
For me to run away form this life.

You treat me like garbage,
And I don't know how to handle you anymore.
I want out.

If I died young,
Life for you would be the same.

If I died young,
You wouldn't mourn my passing.

If I died young,
You would keep living your life the way it is.

If I died young,
You wouldn't care.

I feel bad for you,
That you're like this.
It's pathetic.

One of the few people that care about you,
You push away,
And could care less.

So if I died young,
You wouldn't notice.