I'm afraid of:

[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent (well, not so much parenting part, more that my kids wouldn't like me or something)
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 4

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk (Who in the world is afraid of silk? How is this a common fear!?)
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning  
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven  
[ ] being robbed ("Tree powers activate!")
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people  
[ ] men  
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
So far: 7

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
So far: 7

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs  
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed  
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
So far: 7

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell mobile phone.

[x] You have an iPod / MP3 player.

[x] Your parents are still married.

[x] You have more than 2 best friends.

[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard

T 0 T A L:  5

[x] You dress how you want to.

[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.

[ ] You have never been beaten up.

[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you.

[ ] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 10

[ ] You have over 50 friends on MySpace. ( I don't even have myspace. )

[ ] Your parents let you have a MySpace. (I DON'T HAVE IT)

[x] You get allowance.

[ ] You collect something normal.

[ ] You look forward to going to school.

[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.

T 0 T A L: 11

[ ] You own a car.

[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends.

T 0 T A L:  13

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.

[x] You care about so many people.

[ ] You are happy with your life.

[x] You know more than one language.

[ ] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to 5 songs.  

[ ] You don't have any enemies

[x] You are a generally nice person.

T O T A L: 17

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.

17 x 3 = 51

Then title this journal "My Life is _ Happy"

[x] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz.
[x] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate.

TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[x] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[x] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl.
[ ] I change my profile picture weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are awesome.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] I love to have other people do my hair.
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[ ] I hate bugs.
[ ] Carnivals are fun.
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[x] Musicians are hot.
[x] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] I'm self-conscious.
[ ] My room smells like vanilla.
[x] I don't do sports.
[x] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[x] I love romance novels.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] I dance randomly around the house.
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50 million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best.
[x] Horses and ponies are beautiful.
[x] Kittens are adorable.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] I write my own music.
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] I hate beards.
[ ] I love to read magazines.

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My showers are 2 hours long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 26

[x] I have a lot of jewelry.
[x] Much of my jewelry comes from Claire's.
[x] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.

TOTAL SO FAR: 29

[ ] I like the color pink.
[ ] I want to BE Paris Hilton.
[x] I scope the room for hot guys.
[ ] I love the mall.
[x ]] I love the beach.
[ ] You modeled as a little kid.
[ ] You love receiving compliments.
[x] You've been to a wedding and loved it.

TOTAL: 32

Below 10 = Total Tomboy
Below 20 = Tomboyish
Below 30 =  Not Girly
Above 30 = Girly
Above 55 = Paris Hilton

I am: above 30= Girly.. -.-

A – Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident?
No

02. Do you have a lot of scars?
No?

03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?
Yeah

04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?
Not physically... Emotionally probably.

05. Have you ever had stitches? Where?
No.

B – Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful?
I think I'm pretty....

07. Are you self conscious of how you look?
Sometimes.

08. Do you put on a lot of makeup?
Not really.

09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?
No.

10. What do you think makes a person beautiful?
The personality.

C – Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you've been grounded for?
I haven't been <.<

12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion?
I would probably keep it.

13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?
I do. At least I try to.

14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you?
I'm not sure.

15. What is one thing you wish you didn't do, just because it wasn't worth it in the end?
I can't pick just one.

D – Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?
Either ignore them, or are openly rude.

17. Name a time when you had to be strong.
Uh... Everyday of my life for the past 7 months? lol

18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home?
Yeah.

19. When people at school don't accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?
Whatever.

20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it.
Grandmother, it takes time.

E – Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs?
Lots of volunteer jobs.

22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all?
Uh... Somewhat? lol

23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far?
LOL. I've been through way too much.

24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)?
I dunno, I'd like to think so lol

25. How old do you act?
Depends who I'm with

F – Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don't talk to? Why?
Yeah, basically everyone lol. It's complicated.

27. If you had to choose, family or friends?
Friends. That was too easy.

28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?
Not really.

29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them?
No siblings.

30. How often do you spend 'quality time' with family members?
LOL. I don't.

G – Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?
5'5/5'6 and I'm happy with my height.

32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?
Definitely.

33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?
Again, depends who I'm with

34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?
Sorta. I don't want life to just pass me by.

35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?
Yes.

H – Hope

36. Love – real or not?
Real.

37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist?
Uh... Both? >.<

38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?
Shit, I don't know.

39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive?
Yeah.

40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?
The people I love.

I – Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?
Not for a long time lol

42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?
Nope.

43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?
Bad luck... All the way.

44. Do you think that you are alone in this world?
Sometimes.

45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?
Not that often lol

J – Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke)
... I DON'T KNOW.

47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around?
Both? lol

48. Do you cry when you laugh hard?
Yeah

49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day!
OMG STOP MAKING ME THINK.

50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class?
Nope.

K – Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends?
I know the real purpose is to learn, but really? We all go cause of friends

52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?
People say smart... I think I'm just average lol

53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever?
I don't remember -.-

54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher?
I DONT KNOW JESUS.

55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?
Psychology

L – Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before?
I have been.

57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)?
Yeah, I'd say so

58. Is love worth it?
Not always.

59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they 'love' someone that they've been dating for a few months?
Doesn't matter to me. Their lives.

60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?
I just have to feel it.

M – Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?
In a way, yes.

62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?
Comfortable.

63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?
I'm already in it.

64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with?
Find the perfect person. Too easy.

65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?
It's like a 7... But things you can't buy are like a 493589430753 on that scale

N – Naughty

66. Are you a virgin?
... No.
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with?
Ew.

68. Do you know anybody you consider a 'slut'? What makes you say that?
Yeah. Cause of things I know lol

69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
Yup.

70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can't say both!
Uhh... Depends on the situation... But prob naughty I suppose lol even if I don't show it.

O – Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone?
Depends where, how I met the person.

72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?
A lot.

73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason?
Sometimes.

74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually?
When I can trust them.

75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what's the limit of what you can tell them?
Parents don't know shit. Best friends I would tell stuff to. Not everything, but stuff lol

P – Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn't necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times?
I would rather erase them.

77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?
Yeah. I think so.

78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be?
Depends on my mood, but I try to be optimistic.

79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?
Yeah.

80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was:
I'd rather not actually... lol

Q – Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?
Both...

82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation?
I refuse to think for you.

83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be?
Fuck if I know.

84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go?
I usually try to let it go.

85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?
Hmm... Bermuda Triangle

R – Respect

86. How do you show respect?
By being considerate and listening.

87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?
Fuck me over.

88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?
I suppose.

89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment?
Lately there hasen't been any punishments.

90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?
Depends.

S – School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into?
I'm not in high school anymore.

92. When will you graduate high school/college?
I'll graduate college technically in 2016 lol

93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do?
... I'm in university now.

94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it?
I like school now.

95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?
Nope.

T – Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay?
Yup.

97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it?
Yes and yes lol

98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it?
Yeah... Complicated. Never happening again.

99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn't really know or love? What did you end up doing?
At one point in time, and now the thought grosses me out.

100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?
Trying to be more of the independent and strong willed

U – Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it?
Sometimes.

103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?
A bit of all 3?

104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex?
Not usually. I drink sometimes. None of the others.

105. What makes you different from people your age?
I've had to grow up faster.

V – Value

106. What's the most expensive thing in your room?
Laptop.

107. What's more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people?
I would like to think that I would sacrifice myself for the people I love.

108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?
My stuffed puppy

109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?
Laptop, Ipod, Phone, puppy.

110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future?
I don't know?

W – Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be?
To have my parents fixed, to be happy, and to be able to stand mt ground more than I do now.

112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?
LOLOLOL Uhm, loved ones I suppose.

113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?
Sometimes.

114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish?
Going out with my now ex lol. That was a long time ago. Shit.

115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that's meant to happen, will happen?
Yeah, wishing is kind of a waste of time.

Y – You

121. Are you more independent or social?
Independent

122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?
Abuse.

123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?
I hope I do lol

124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life?
I refuse to answer this question. lol

125. Do you think people are generally good ?
I think they are supposed to be.

Z – Zest

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not?
Some aspects yes, others no. Cause my life is kinda screwed up lol

127. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?
Both

128. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?
Yeah

129. What is the most motivational thing in the world?
I dunno!

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say...
Fuck you?

2: Did you get to sleep in today?
Yes

3: You never know what you got until you lose it?
Yeah.

4: Do you have siblings?
No.

5: How many kids do you want?
No more than 4.

6: Who was the last person you held hands with?
Don't remember.

7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
No.

8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?
Nah.

9: Last person to talk on the phone?
Avital?

10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
No...?

11: When's your birthday?
June 12th

12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Sadly.

13: What kind of phone do you have?
blackberry

14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
shorts

15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?
very.

16: What were you doing at 4 am?
last night? sleeping.

17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
write a paper.

18: Are you lying to yourself about something?
possibly? I dunno lol

19: Last night you felt…?
alright? lol

20: What's something you cannot wait for?
to be happy.

21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?
duh.

22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
um... 11? lol

23: Are you a morning or night person?
night

24: What did you get your last bruise from?
no idea

25: Do you reply to all of your texts?
usually unless im uncomfortable.

26: Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?
let it ring.

27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
maybe? lol i dunno

28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
nah.

29: How many months until your birthday?
5 D:

30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
banana!

31: Did you like this past summer?
Not particularly.

32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?
getting home

33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?
move.

34: What is the last thing you said out loud?
dont remember lol

35: Your mood summed into one word?
pooped

36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?
Yeah, talking to people.

37: What are your initials?
SSR

38: Are you a happy person?
I try to be

39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?
LOL NO.

40: Where do you want to live when your older?
Havent figured it out yet

41: Have you had your birthday this year?
no

42: What did you do yesterday?
i did readings

43: What will you be doing tomorrow?
seeing my parents

44: How late did you stay up last night?
maybe 3... but prob earlier

45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah.

46: Is it hard to make you laugh?
LOL NO.

47: Do you believe ex's can be just friends?
Sometimes.

48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?
LOL I hope not.

49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?
2..? lol

50: Do you wish your ex was dead?
... I wouldnt be sad if he wasnt living anymore.

51: Have you ever dyed your hair?
yes.

52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?
no.

53: Was New Year's Even enjoyable?
YES

54: Bet you're missing someone right now?
maybe.

55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
LOL they would freak.

56: Sleep on your back or stomach?
side? lol

57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?
Dunno yet

58: What would you change about your life right now?
too many things.

59: Has anything upset you in the past week?
LOL YES.

60: Are you on the phone?
no.

61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?
forward

62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?
money

63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
lol yeah

64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
yes

65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?
yup

66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home?
home usually

67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?
.... maybe.

68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
yup lol

69: Could you use some sleep right now?
probably

70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you're 18?
lol considering im 19, no

71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?
depends.

72: What's your favorite color?
blue/purple

73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?
yeah

74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?
yeah

75: Do you get annoyed easily?
sometimes not often

76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
yeah

77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
yeah

78: Does anyone call you babe?
no..

79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
like... 1 person

80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?
relationship

81: What color hoodie did you wear last?
black

82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn't around anymore?
of course.